Since it is still January I guess it is not too late for me to wish 'A Very Happy New Year Twenty-Forteen!' and yes this is my second entry for this year. Told ya, I walk the talk though at this very moment I am half asleep and I can't think of what to write. Well speaking of new year, it's mid January now but there are still some of us who are still in the mood for new year, some are getting their new hair cut, some are working on their new image, some are still enjoying their holiday, some are planning to have splendid vacation and the list goes on. I'm just the same old me, new year or not, I am still the same Firdaoz. 

As for the resolutions, I don't really have a list of specific resolutions that I tend to achieve through-out the year but since it has already been more or less eight months since I graduated, so getting a real job is my main agenda for this year. Yes it has been eight freaking months and I'm still unemployed. You might think I am useless for wasting my time being jobless but it's not like I did nothing for the past eight months, I was a freelance-dancer whose schedule was pretty much occupied during that particular time frame. I sound offended didn't I? 

Now I am wide awake, haha. Anyway, since I am back to blogging, I would like to make clear of few things. Firstly, this is totally a personal blog, meaning it's a whole lot of me and myself-related issues inside it. Secondly, this blog was meant to be done in bi-lingual which are English and Malay but I guess it's more Daoz-lingual now so I wrote it in whatever way I like but I try my best to make it understandable to everyone. Last but not least if any of you are wondering why this blog is so called Unclassified Garbage you might want to click here for its explanatory entry.

Hello all.

Recently, I paid a visit to a blog of a very dear female friend of mine. After reading her most recent entry, I was like 'Oh this (blogging) is good' and a rush of feeling came to greet me as if it was trying to remind me of how good it feels to blog. I used to blog and I used to like writing it because for me writing is some sort of way to express your feelings, to channel your emotions, to share your thoughts and above all, to store your memories in a written form. So I read my previous entries with the most recent dated on February 9, 2013, and I went all like 'Oh, this was when.. And this one.. How emotional I was that time.. Haha I still think this one funny.. Did I really wrote this particular entry?' Then after a while I decided to share about my blog on Instagram and deliberately asked a rhetorical question at the end of my lengthy caption. I would have been back blogging despite what people's gonna say anyway but a total of seven friends gave a positive comments. At first I thought of waiting exactly a year before writing a new entry, but seven is more than enough to boost my spirit to blog in instant. Having said that, I would like to thank for the moral supports they gave me, it's magical how mere words can make you feel so alive and appreciated right? Well, I think this is enough for a start, I shall blog again soon, very soon I pinky promise.

Keep reading mate! Thank you.

I have couple of entries to be made but I'm way too lazy now, so I just make this quick update instead. There are these things that linger around my thought waiting to be written but I have to hold them first since my eyes won't tolerate with me and my bed is calling me. I know it's 12 pm but I can't help it, I'm so sleepy, I blame the Nasi Lemak I ate for breakfast. Think about it, being at home with not much things to do, no friends due to the fact that you schooled away from home and uninteresting TV programmes, doesn't that BORING you? Plus the monsoon season only makes me feel to hibernate even more. Holidays are supposed to be fun, but mine are mundane. 

ps: I'm turning from Panda to Polar Bear. Wake me up when monsoon ends, I will blog some more then. LOL.

3. and even the Universe. Haha.

Baru perasan yang aku lagi terdorong untuk tulis blog bila jiwa kacau. Waktu emosi macam kurang nutrisi ni lah terasa nak curah-curah perasaan kat blog busuk aku ni. Patut aku lagi nak kongsi benda-benda yang seronok kat blog ni. Balik-balik entri aku nak emo saja, dah tipikal sangat pulak kan. Jadi aku simpan saja segala kusut-masai fikiran aku sekarang. Dua tiga entri lepas konon nak aktif balik tulis blog tapi macam biasalah cakap kosong semata. Haish, dah macam mana nak wat entri-entri ceria bila hati asyik kesepian. Tunggu je lah bila mood dah pulih nanti, takut kena stereotaip sebagai blogger emo. Maka cepat-cepatlah berakhir fasa yang kurang enak ni, jangan makin tenat pula.

ps: Tolonglah kembalikan senyum aku, kamu tahu kamu siapa.

Oke, secara tiba-tiba mood untuk update blog datang. Maka ini entri pertama setelah sekian lama tak mengarang, main taruk gambar pastu wat caption sikit-sikit aje. So sebab dah lama tak buat entri ilmiah sebegini, jadi penulisan kali ini lebih kepada sempoi. Padahal penulisan aku adalah sangat berbagai-bagai, bergantung pada keadaan dan suasana. Sebenarnya ada je dalam kepala otak ni nak buat entri tapi tak terjemahkan dengan kata-kata untuk ditaip kat blog ni. Hari ni setelah melihatkan para klasmet aku yang gigih mengupdate blog seperti mereka ini dan ini walhal mereka masih lagi amatur, dan juga pendatang baharu ini, aku terasa tercabar selaku blogger otai yang kembali bertapak ke dunia blogging setelah blog terdahulu rest in peace. Untuk makluman, mengikut urutan rerakan kelas yang aku pautkan tadi, ini yang pertama itu bukanlah berdarah kacukan jepun, ini yang kedua pula tidak sekali berunsurkan bollywood dan ini yang terakhir itu bukanlah cina sejati.

Alkisah pula hari ini tatkala masih lagi berkelas seperti biasa, cuma segelintir sahaja warga kelas yang hadir mendengar celoteh Dr. B, tujuh orang yang masih tegar melayan ceritera beliau. Yang lain semua dengan bangga ponteng sebab rekod kehadiran masih comel lote katanya. Habis kelas linguistik sosial aku berangkat ke PKNS dengan niat nak buat passport ditemani apek bentong. Sampai aje kat imegresen tu, bahagian passport sahaja dah melimpah ruah isinya. Memang tak la aku nak gigih menunggu giliran kalu dah meriah macam tu. Aku pun hairan dalam banyak-banyak hari, hari ni jugak dorang nak wat kunjungan berjemaah buat passport ramai-ramai. Apa dah kaya benor sorang-sorang semua nak pergi oversea? Atau mungkin jugak semua pakat nak gi wat plastic surgery sebab ada sales besar-besaran sempena raya ni kat Thailand? Atau raya tahun ni semua dah tak nak beraya kat Malaysia berangan nak gi sambut raya kat Papua New Guinea, Helsinki dan Poland? Aku sekadar mengambil borang dan habeskan 10 hengget untuk 4 keping gambar dengan pose muka skema tanpa senyum.

Aku pun bukan nak emo lebih-lebih, lain hari aje aku pegi wat passport. Petang ni jadual aku dah pack dengan sesi menidurkan diri dan berkatilan secara berterus-terusan sehinggalah sampai waktu nak pergi ke bazar mencari juadah untuk berbuka, time tu baru aku akan bangun dengan muka paling slanga aku boleh buat. Ni semua gara-gara saya-tak-tidur-malam-sebab-siapkan-esemen-last-minit, jadi waktu tidur dah dianjak ke siang hari. Normal lah untuk student berwibawa buat macam tu kan, barulah hero last-last minit balun habis-habisan. Peringatan kepada semua peminat-peminat aku, sila berjaga-jaga sebab aku dah kembali segar-bugar berentri, silap hari bulan ada entri pukal aku publish dalam sehari. Kalau terbantut lagi lepas ni tolonglah ketuk-ketuk bagi salam, ingatkan aku supaya sentiasa update blog busuk aku ni. Dengan itu, saya sudahi entri ini dengan roger and out!

Taraaa! I'm back in action. Aku akhirnya kembali ber-blogging setelah baru je beberapa minggu melenyapkan blog terdahulu aku. Sayang aku tak dapat nak retrieve balik url asal, maka terpaksalah aku guna url yang baharu. Macam gigih jugak nak kena mula dari awal balik tapi it's OK, everything happens for a reason. Aku tak menyesal delete blog yang lama tu although blog tu dah boleh kata establish lah jugak with its own reader and follower tapi starting from the very beginning again is not that bad. Rasa fresh dengan semangat yang baru!

Apa sebenarnya berlaku pada blog asal aku? Tak ada apa-apa pun sebenarnya, senang cakap aku tiba-tiba rasa macam satu keperluan untuk aku menamatkan blog yang asal tu. Aku blog pasal personal life aku, tentang hidup seharian aku, soal hati dan perasaan aku, kadang-kadang tak sedar apa yang aku kongsi itu terlalu private sebenarnya. Untuk permulaan yang baru ni aku kenalah lebih aware pasal semua tu, ada boundary yang patut aku tetapkan supaya perkara yang sama tak berulang lagi. But still this blog is going to be a personal blog, basically a lot on what I do and what I'm going through in my life. Yes, a whole lot of me.

Well, here it is my new blog. I decided to keep the name and I'm not intending on changing it anymore (I hope so). Aku first started blogging more than a year over, almost two years kot dan masa tu blog aku goes with the name The Remedy, lama jugak actually guna nama tu, boleh kata dengan nama tu aku establish as a blogger. Then disebabkan aku makeover blog aku dan rasa macam nama tu tak sesuai, I changed it to Deeper Conversation but only for a while. Aku decide untuk create nama blog yang lebih original dan feel like it's more me, so terciptalah Unclassified Garbage. For this time around, I picked a new template with the same colour theme macam sebelumnya.

Think that should be enough for an introductory entry, ready or not I'm back being a blogger tegar. Beware, Unclassified Garbage is back in action! So, did you miss me?