I have couple of entries to be made but I'm way too lazy now, so I just make this quick update instead. There are these things that linger around my thought waiting to be written but I have to hold them first since my eyes won't tolerate with me and my bed is calling me. I know it's 12 pm but I can't help it, I'm so sleepy, I blame the Nasi Lemak I ate for breakfast. Think about it, being at home with not much things to do, no friends due to the fact that you schooled away from home and uninteresting TV programmes, doesn't that BORING you? Plus the monsoon season only makes me feel to hibernate even more. Holidays are supposed to be fun, but mine are mundane. 

ps: I'm turning from Panda to Polar Bear. Wake me up when monsoon ends, I will blog some more then. LOL.

Selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

Sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah

Aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
Aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

Sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
Menahan setiap amarah

Sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
Aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
Ku yakin kau kan berubah

What do you think of giving a second chance? The quote above says that it's okay. Well, okay is not good enough for me, not really a strong positive word. And giving another chance will be considered as stupid, I tend to agree with that but doesn't anyone deserve a third chance in any condition? Nah, that would be stupid, never heard of third chances anyway. You already screwed big time for the first one, been given a second chance and still taking it for granted, hmm it does sound like there should be no third chances. So, third chances are a big NO.

I personally think that second chances are more like a phase where you have to prove yourself that you really deserve that second chances and you are wholeheartedly willing to change and will not repeat the same mistake ever again. Plus, if you are begging for the second chances, don't you think it's only fair for the other party to prove yourself worthy? I simply think like that because by begging it shows how much you want it. So, don't just say you want it but prove that you want it. Always walk the talk because action speaks louder than words. Anyway, that  is just a thought, probably there are different points of view from other perspectives.

Be it that you are the one who give the second chance or the one who get it, just appreciate that such chances still there for both of you. We learn from mistakes and we change to be a better person. Second chances should never be taken for granted because there's so not gonna be third chances. Be thankful with what you have and always remind yourself to be good. Not everyone believes in second chances, not everyone willing to give a second chance and there are some people who give it because they themselves need it as well. Okay even though is not really a good word but it is better than stupid, less negative with a little bit of hope.