Yezaa, tu dia setelah menggunakan fair and lovely aku kembali putih berseri. Kembali katanya, sejak bila pernah putih itu yang kita tak tau. Yang sebenarnya kehitaman yang diperkatakan sekarang ini tak lain tak bukan merujuk kepada PTPTN sebab aku dah masuk dalam senarai hitam imegresen kerana kegagalan membuat bayaran balik. Waktu belajar kat KUKTEM/UMP dahulu kala PTPTN la sumber utama kewangan aku, seronok dapat duit poket buat belanja tiap-tiap sem tapi nak membayar balik azab. Agak-agak bilalah boleh langsai nak bayar balik RMXX, XXX.XX itu?

Masuk UiTM aku dah buat penangguhan bagai tapi tak berjaya pasal dokumen tak lengkap apa entah, last-last kena senarai hitam. Nak tukar yang ujrah semua tu pulak tak boleh sebab aku dah langgar peraturan, so bebanlah nak bayar hutang bertahun-tahun. Apa-apa pun yang penting sekarang aku dah setelkan setakat yang mampu dan nama aku dah ditarik dari senarai hitam, so dah boleh fly pergi oversea. HAHAHAHAHA. Sangat suka hatinya pun.

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Ok bye aku nak siap-siap packing gerak pergi airport, nak raya kat mana ye tahun ni? LALALALA.. ┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌

June has almost come to its end, meaning it has been half a year since 2009 left us. It feels like it was just yesterday I made my new year resolutions and now July is coming reminding me that I'm already in the second half of the year. Time flies so fast these days, I might have missed lots of things with only a blink.

Last year, I was dismissed from UMP after spending three years there. I ended up not being able to finish up my study in mechanical engineering. I have no idea why I studied engineering at the first place, I always hate calculations. Although I have wasted my three years there, I have no regrets at all for that is the place where I learn what friendship is. I met lots of good friends there and they came with life time guarantee. If I ever miss UMP it's totally because of them.

UiTM welcomed me in 2010, I felt accepted once again and this time I'm not taking things for granted. Shah Alam is better than Gambang for sure, the people are alright and I adapted myself to it in no time. Now I have finished my first semester and better yet I got dean's list for the first time ever, I feel so happy about it and thank to those who have faith in me more than I do. I treat this as a good kick-start and I hope it will have a satisfying ending. 

Most of my friends may have been working now, earning their own cash but I think I'm going to enjoy my life as a student first. Having your own salary is exciting but I don't think I'm ready to work yet. Life doesn't always go as we planned, it is an unexpected journey with bumps and crossroads but everything happens for a reason. Live life to the fullest and make each day count.